Just when you

Just when you think everything is fine,
Plans drastically fail, you lose your precious belongings, parents hate you, friends don't miss you
Just when you accept it and start building again,
People want to talk all the time and ask 100 questions and never let you forget
Just when you start to indulge in more activities to feel positive
The activities eat up your whole day and you feel you are just running away from pain
Just when you convince yourself enough and settle your brain
You realize you are a woman and you need to look pretty and glowing and beautiful
Just when you begin to pamper yourself, you miss adventure and crazy things in life
It reminds you of 'the' sad box of your life and you want to get out, go mad
Just when you are out having hell lot of fun
You feel guilty and are in doubt whether you should feel good
Just when you gather your tiny bits of inspiration and focus on routine and work
Bosses expect the superwoman to be available all the time and its time for increment
Just when you struggle to balance
You feel like a machine, good for only 9-6
Just when you turn to charity and love giving
You are reminded of the things no one did for you ever
Until one day when you wish you could be someone else or live someone else's life
Some people remind you of how different, sexy and cute you are
Just when your hopes start climbing the mountain of happiness
People forget to tag you along, forget to give you time, forget to prioritize you
Just when you conclude you are a worst decision maker
Spiritual ghosts makes you believe in the universe, karma, 'likha hua' shit and you think the stars are your best friends and that some magic is about to happen soon
Just when you pray to meet someone nice who could become a better-Brain-Heart-half to solve your jigsaw puzzle
You know that what was there was the best and nothing can ever live up to that time of life
Just when you think its better to focus on self than compromise
Your priorities change and you search for meaning in everything!
Just when on one morning after a jog, workout and a fresh chai, you look healthy and fit and are feeling great
All your facebook friends are posing at exotic locations with their best people
Just when you avoid social media
You are required to be online to promote your events and be almost everywhere
Just when you leave the moods behind and go with the flow
The calendar wishes you on your 29 th birthday and you realize that time is flying
And you are left with no choice but to look fine, feel fine, be fine, eat fine, think fine, love fine, live fine ....most important.....live

Never give up