To him - my visualization

Many men desire me

Don’t know in what capacity and it doesn’t matter

Because I am saving myself for you!

How do you manage to pull this power from a distance?

Over my heart, my mind and my body

Come here, grab me, excite me, unlock me

When I saw you for the first time?

Your eyes said more than a hello

I felt something, very vague, I was diverted

It could be your naughty smile, or it could be your warm body language

If you ask my heart? There may be some sort of wild aura that pulls me towards you

I dream of you wanting me, of you dying to kiss me
I want to feel your rough beard on my skin
I want to be able to look into your eyes
I want your face buried in my chest
I want to comfort the beauty and the beast inside you

You melt me, make me wet like a sandwich loaded with mayonnaise
Ready to be licked and kaput by a starving monster
I want to break the walls, I want you closer, and much faster
An uncontrollable urge to kiss you is making me weak every day

I so wish I could have you right now, right here
Why don’t we skip the sweet talk
I waited so long
I want to see your horny side now
It’s been few months already, and I still imagine you, I still see the beauty in us

Somehow, my heart always seems to be in the mood for you
Please don’t bake me and leave me to die
Come here  --- Touch me, hold me like your gorgeous treat

Colorful impressions of your room, comfort of your bed, still so fresh
So hard to miss every little thing in that room which speaks about your heart
That arty space of yours which reflects positivity
Don’t remember how many times I wished for an accidental touch

I wished --- Oh I wish ----

Perhaps your fingers will touch mine when you offer me a chai
Maybe our spoons will bump, touching more than just the share of the cake
Maybe we will exchange a laugh and I could lean on you a bit and you won't mind
Perhaps you will feed that mounting conversation we started in your balcony
Seduce me into something romantic
Or chance upon that opportunity to give me a hug or a look
But you decided to be sober
Infact you are cruel, you are punishing me for not initiating

Your bold and fierce in your desire, I can sense it
So strong that I can feel you all over me
Then why didn’t you let anything happen?

Why don’t you cut me off, why don’t you stop teasing me with your niceness!?

Why didn’t you tell me then what your eyes did?

Why don’t you confess that you fantasize me?

Why do you enjoy this game of making me wait?

Dont you wanna be my hero?

How easily you slipped into my fantacies and escaped
Don't do this to me

Talk to me, give me a sign
I am old school
I am hopeful
I will greet you with endless love



Truly yours
 ~ love ~
~ Chitra  ~